The Cancer Journey : Dear God

Reposted from denisetam.webs.com March 26, 2010

After posting my last entry, I just received news from my Doc that my scan on Tuesday shows "no evidence of disease!" Words are beyond me right now, and I'm not even too sure what it means as he's still calling me in to do the bone marrow biopsy. All I know is that God loves me and has plans for me to live and do greater things in this world. It hasn't really hit me yet and I'll be asking for clarification from my doctor on Monday but I am so thankful. I don't know what else to say so here is my prayer. Thank you God for loving me. Thank you for your grace and blessings that have been so overwhelming these past few months. Thank you for reaching out to me and for using this cancer to bring me closer to you. I don't know why you chose me to have this cancer nor do I know why you have chosen me to get better, but I pray that you will make it clear to me and that I may use this experience to help others and to glorify your name. Thank you again for all the people you have placed into my life that has given me strength and hope. I know that this news does not mean the end of the battle for me but I continue to place my trust in you and to know that whatever happens on Monday, next week or years from now, you are good all the time and have plans to prosper me and not to harm me. I love you. Denise